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I believe that every smile is worth all of the dozens of tears shed.

I believe one apology is enough. 

I refuse to beg.

The fire in my eyes is the pain in my soul.

And it was all worth it.

If you felt love my object is complete.

All I ever wanted was to love you.

But if it is done?

Let it be.

Let our love rest it's head.

I will not beat it until its dead.

I have no regrets.

Not a single one.

I do wish though that you had been my one.

I'm still working on rewriting certain pieces I feel have potential to be better. I'll post them later when I've finished.

I'm taking a creative writing class. I want to develop my writing. I get on this blog and I read what I have written and I want to go through and rewrite it all! There is so much room for improvement! And I was proud of what I had written? I am slightly embarrassed.

It was in that moment that I realised our time had passed. The window of opportunity for us was gone. As simple as that. I don't know when it had passed. Or even why it took us so long to realise it. I fear that I knew long before he did. But there we are silently accepting that there is no longer a "we". That "we" can exist no more. We can never exist as we once had done. That state of happiness is extinct. That thought is crippling. The fact that we can never again return to those moments. They will live on in our memory. And yet the time for mourning has passed, we too missed that. Does he understand as I do? Does he see the buried thoughts and memories of the past and accept them? Or is he still trying to resurrect them? Because he and I both know, it was the best time of his life so far. And at one time it was mine as well. But since then I have come into my own. I have learned to make myself happy, and made an endevour to make this moment count. I never want to feel regret again or feel the loss of something that never was.  I want to take every opportunity possible. I still miss him though. Even if he was the anchor that held me back. I let him go and my troubles soon followed. He was the key inadvertently and that too is sad

Happy New Year!

Welcome to the New Year! From me to you. I hope this year is full of wonderful things for you and I hope you find whatever it is that you're still looking for (: