I live a lie
With all my heart
My best friend
Never knew me
In the dark
Behind the veneer of deception
Inspiration bred
Of a desperate motivation
A love
That never was
That never will be
If only it could be
Things would be easy
We would be happy
If only you
Would see
Me
For the lie
I live
For you
For us
Forever
A truth
You'd never dream of
Unseen
For an eternity
I hope
I wish
That you
Never see
The monster
You love
The one behind
The charade
That would break your heart
I love you
Anyway
Even if it means nothing
I
Mean
Nothing
But
You
Mean
Everything